I WILL GRANT YOUR WISH

2010-03-01T10:44:00.003+08:00

Hii peeps !!

My blog has been dead for a very very long time le .. Finally im back here to make a post ! These days , alot of things happen .. sad , emotional , happy and wad else ?? Actually i oso dunno (>.<) had a holiday trip at taiwan for 7 days and its quite fun except for 1 thing which is i MISS MY BABIEE ALOT ALOT !!

Sigh .. there's alot of things i wan to tell u babiee ... but i just dunno how to open my mouth whenever i see u like this :( All the ups and downs , i will always be there with you no matter wad happens . I noe tt its not easy for u to shake him off but i will always be with you , always waiting for you by yourside . You're soft hearted tts why u're afraid you might cause him to ... you noe wad i mean ? ya... What we wanted you still rmb ? Yesterday we just talk about it :) im awaiting for that day to come ! Promises i made to you i will never forget :) Sometimes im wondering on a question ... but i think its not the time to say yet . So , babiee i dont wish you to always anyhow think ok ? Iloveyou (L)

2010-01-26T14:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME !!

LOL ! Kind of late to post now cos my birthday is lik already over for 3 days -.- BUT ! Still can post rite ... Hahaha (>.<) Went to marina square with my cousins after my work . Had Shabu Shabu !!! Damn happy cos its something i wanted to eat for a long time le !!! After dinner went to catch a movie called ' ToothFairy' . I swear man , its damn hilarious ^^ Didnt regret watching tt show :) After movie , went to take pics out marina square ! Did some effects pics !! Too lazy to upload but u huys still can go to my facebook and see :)

Went home after tt and actually , i was feeling abit sad cos i didnt cut a cake !! But guess wad ? Actually its a plan make by my cousins and my family ! Although cut my cake after 12am but still did cut a cake in the end and make my wishes =)

Sometimes , i feel tt no one can be like me ... Plan properly for ppl but no can plan for me . Tsk Tsk . dun wan say already ... Anw , i still had a great 18th B'Dae !! Love you my cousins ^^ Plus , thanks for those tt give me their wishes !

2010-01-19T16:56:00.003+08:00

Hi Peeps !

Finally im back and back to blog le ^^ cos my blog is really dead for i think should be 10 days ? Haha (>.<) Cos just lik the same ... Toooooo lazy to blog le ... Ytd aft work went to Centuary square to watch Daybreakers and i think the show is nice man ^^ Those tt play lfd or l4d2 would sure like the scence that the vampire explode (>.<) but for those that are afraid of gore , an advise to you , better dont watch it cos there's quite a number of gore scence ! Hehe :)

Anw ,guess where im bloging now ? IN THE OFFICE !! Today is damn effing bored and im gna rot to death man ! totally nothing to do and thanks man wei qi ... ps me and left me alone -.- YOU GOOD ! but nvm , i gt my newly bought Itouch accompany me ^^ play with the games and guess wad ? i actually challenge with Alex my boss !! Hahaha (>.<) Cos we totally have nothing to do le la .... Just hate these kind of days man .. Sigh ...

Anw , gtg now ... will blog again if im not lazy (>.<)
Seeya !

2010-01-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

A year has past very very fast and tmr is collection of O lvl results le !!! Damn nervous can (>.<) Anw , went for Temasek poly open house on sat after my work together wif Yi feng , Shan shan and Seng kiat and reason why only the four of us ? We guys shld noe the ans very well ehh ? Just tt i dont want to say out on my blog and 'embrass' the ppl ehh . Anw , forget it . Dont wanna to say anymore cos its a waste of my time -.-

Got my pay le !!!! Hahaha ^^ Damn happy especially when we saw our bank suddenly have a few k in our bank eh ? Haha (>.<) For wad reason i dunno ? But the moment i saw my pay , i straight away withdrew $400 out . For the first time , i thought if my parents first and thought of how they bring me up frm young till now a grown up man . Thought of it and think of 17 years reakky past very fast ... Aft tt , i went to Sistic counter and brought a pair of concert tickets for my mum and dad as my father always wanted to watch . i didnt consider at all and straight away bought it .

Went home and first thing was not to past them the money , in fact i didnt mention tt my pay was here . Was talking to my mum abt my courses tt i wanted to go and aft tt i went to bath . When i came out of the toilet , i took out $200 and give it to my mum and dad . They was totally shock and ask where did i get the money frm . When they found out tt it was my pay , FIRST TIME ! I saw them move to tears .. Plus i pass them the tickets and they were even happy ^^ I guess this is my first time being a filia son in this 17 years ba ... But anw , was glad tt they were happy =)

Love you Mum and Dad !!

2010-01-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hey Peeps !!

This is my 2010 new year 1st post ! Haha . Anw , as usual la ... work work all day long ... But now much more relax than before le cos now still not peak season yet ^^ super worried when chinese new year come !! OMG -.- Today in office mood is happy and abit angry luh ... Angry becos of something but dun wanna mention it anymore le :) happy because Im HAPPY (>.<) LOLS ! And i heard tt O lv results is out nxt monday !!! Shugs man ~ Damn nervous la ~.~

Haiis ... Got to study again cos im gonna take my driving licence very very soon ^^ Cant wait man !! Gonna mug mug !!!

Will post when im free again ^^ See ya Peeps !

2009-12-27T14:07:00.009+08:00

ITS MY 100TH POST !!!

So happy right now ^^ Anw , ytd party was damn fun xP Started at 5pm sharp and almost everyone is here alrdy ! Hahaha . All too excited le ... Hehe . Had lots lots of food all thanks to my mum the best cooker and my cousin ^^ Bought Pizza and there's still KFC bought by my aunt :) Totally appreciate !! Play Wii and guess wad ? We play Guitar Hero and we actually got our own band ! Hahaha (>.<) Even took pictures all thanks to my dad ! he actuall went to become the drummer too ! Hahaha (>.<) Gladtt he can blend in wif us . In fact only he dares to blend wif us ^^ After tt , Its exchange present time ! Got quite a number of presents :) Haha . Thanks Peeps !! Had karaoke after tt and in fact only me and my brother is singing only =.= LOL .. after had our games and everyone is super engross in the game luh ! Cos there's present for the winning team but to the losing team as well la ... Haha . Took lots of pictures , family pics and cousins pics ^^ really had a great day ytd ! Love you guys ! Hope the nxt party wld be same as this time ! counting down to new year !

Photos uploaded ^^ Tada ~

2009-12-26T14:03:00.002+08:00

Vola !!

Christmas was a fun day but for me is SLEEPING AT HOME !!! LOL (>.<) cause didnt have enuf slp for the past few weeks leh ... So mus sleep when i have the chance to ^^ Hehehe . Yesterday Slept until 12pm than wake up cos going l4d2 with my bro friend ^^ call yf too :) Play all the way until 6 plus and than left for dinner with mum and dad without bro cos he went sakura with his friends . Had ' Teow chew meuh ' and was lik damn full can (>.<) Haha . Headed home straight cos im feeling sleepy again !!! OMG ! This few days when i reach home , the first thing i wanted to do the most is sleep (>.<) Hahaha !

Just watch Alvin and the Chipmunks and its was lik dan cute can !!!! Love all the songs and tada ~ i've downloaded the songs ^^ Enjoys guys ! Gonna watch the sequel very very soon !!!!!

2009-12-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

IM BACK PEEPS (>.<) !!!!!

Soooooper* long nv update my blog already Because of WORK ! Fuck up man ! Everyday got to wake up 5 plus early in the morning and reach work place at 7.30am ! Plus ! Everyday work until nearly midnight , sometimes even later !! In the end , wveryday only got about 5 hours of slp !! Production ppl always thought that we logistic ppl always so early go home can slp more and come back nxt day at 9am -.- BUT WRONG ! We logistic ppl come back super early than anyone else especially me ! Always the first one to reach and no one is there !! ARRHHHH ~

Too tired to think of anythink else but almost everyday can see someone im contented le ^^ HAHAHA (>.<)Alright , nothing much more to say le . But only can say ppl work 5 days a week , but i work 7 days a week !!! Tmr still need go back to work !! ARRRRHHHHHH!!!!!!

2009-12-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hiie peeps !!

This few days never blog becos was too tooooo busy with work le ... Damn TIRED oso can ... Effing tired and shag luh -.- Today got up at 5.30am in the morning becos got to reach office at 7.30am !!! OMFG (>.<) reach office oso keep on yawning luh ... Haha . but sean very good la ! ask ah shen to buy da pao for us to eat (>.<) Hehe ^^ I think he's the best supervisor la ! Alex my boss oso quite good de . Both of them never ever scold their drivers or workers before la ! Omg -.- So glad that i have such a good supervisor and boss ^^

Just got a call from boss and guess wad ?? Tmr have to reach office at 8.15am !!! Arrrhhhhh !!!!! Not enuf slp can (>.<) Tonight gonna slp early liao . Alright , nothing more to say but i want to PLAY !!!!

2009-12-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

In the end no OT ... Me and Wei Qi ate free dinner than went home le (>.<) Actually really hope have OT de , but ... Tsk tsk . Took Bus 87 back to CP and than 89 back .. As i was sitting in the bus 89 . i dunno why ... I kept staring at the moon . Its seems lik she's hinting me something ... keep staring all the way until suddenly there's a star shining ! Its damn beautiful i swear (>.<) Just imagine the moon and the star beside shining . Beautiful rite ? Haha ^^ Anw , as i was looking at the moon , i thought alot of things .. Thought of wad Wei Qi and i had talk about before i alight 1 stop before CP , and many many stuffs . I guess everyone's is rite :)

I've learnt something today .
当你爱一个人多久，你就得用多久的时间来忘了她/他 . 如果你不把它放了，痛苦的是自己而不是别人 . 所以我决定了，我打算把我记忆中的 '棉花糖' 的你收进盒子里了 . 是时候让你搬家了，让新的主人搬进来了 ...

2009-12-01T16:57:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!

Im here to post that im DAMN TIRED AND BORED !!!!!

(P.S Actually im still working now (>.<) Look at the time ^^

2009-11-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

Hohoho !!

Wad a tiring day today (>.<) HAHAHA !! Actually im slacking the whole day in office luh but im still tired !!! Tired of seeing a person -.- Shan and Yt should noe wad im refering to rite ??!! Wth la ! Damn ps can (>.<) dunno the feeling at all la -.- Still laugh at me and ask me JIAYOU ?!?! Wan die izzit ?? U noe im refering to you rite ... Wahahaha ^^ Yes ! tmr Wei Qi is coming le !! Can prevent myself from entering the room liao (>.<) Hehe . Hmm ... Anw , office oso dun have any pretty girls de la -.- go their work nia ... oso not to look for girls -.- Can look anytime after work de ... HAHAHA !

After work went home le :) So happy luh ^^ No OT today ! Haha . Went to Whitesands cotton shop ;) Bro bought 2 tee and i bought a slippers again ! Hahaha !!! Really fanatic about BRIGHT colours now (>.<) Shall wear the slippers to work tmr ^^

2009-11-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

Back Peeps !!

Didnt post for the past few days cos quite busy de (>.<) Not busy with work but with shopping !! HAHAHA ! Shop for like so many places for the past few days can (>.<) Almost the whole Orchard , Tampines , Bugis and Jurong Point ! Finally , i bought my 2 Shirts from messy that i wanted le !!! Hahaha ^^ Shall wear it on next outing with you Guys (>.<) But i guess the next outing wld be .... hmm .. There rite ? Hahaha . Wq and Sk should noe where im refering rite ? Hehe . But now im currently confuse liao .... Should i wear the Blue one or the Pink one (>.<) Hmm ...

Watch 海派甜心 episode 4 le ! Omg -.- I think this drama series really suits my feeling man ! I think i should be same as Da Lang ! Cant wait for the next few more hours becos episode 5 is coming out !!!!! Wahahaha ^^

Alright , Nothing to post le .. Shall wait for my Episode 5 (>.<)

2009-11-26T22:03:00.004+08:00

Woke up around 9.30am in the morning and went for breakfast =) Didnt go for work today cos took leave for Pei Wen's birthday party ^^ But went to find Yf and Alan together wif shan for lunch at 12.30pm . Was actually to meet at 12pm de ... But thanks to my that stupid Brother -.- Use the toilet for almost 45 mins !!! Super slow can -.- Rush as fast as i can to our work place and meet them and luckly i was just in time (>.<) Pheww .. But the Alan , Go and punch the card at 12pm !!! Was actually intending to bring them to another place to eat de but in the end just went to the coffee shop that we always go to and eat cos they only lleft half an hour to eat -.- After their lunch , we sent them back to work place and headed down to Bugis to get Pei wen's present :)

I swear man .. Its damn hard to find her presents especially clothes (>.<) Both me and shan was lik walking in circles in the street for a few times before we manage to get a bag for her and a vest ! Hope she like it (>.<) But i guess the vest is too small for her la ... Me and shan damn cartoon can (>.<) We are like figuring out how to wear the vest aand she even thought that the vest was sew wrong side la ! How stupid she can be (>.<) HAHAHAHA !!! After getting the present , we headed down to CP to wait for Seng Kiat . Welcome back MOLE !! LOLS (>.<)

When we reach there , Super wan to slap shan shan mouth sia ! At first the sky was like damn bright and sunny la , but she go and say going to rain -.- In the end !! When we step out , it really rain !!! Idiot sia -.- Suay mouth ... Went over to PW hse first cos SK haven reach ... Guess wad , i said sure will have rainbow de becos theres sun when it rains and really after the rain have stop , the rainbow comes out !!! Damn pretty can !! Even took photos together with my shoe cos my shoe is also rainbow colour (>.<) Went to fetch SK after that and i think me and shan are like retards la -.- Act lik 'Ah ma' and 'Ah pek' liddat LOL . Take the umbrella and imagine like walking stick (>.<) We are trying to be lame just like the 2 little boys in the mrt we saw rite ?? HAHAHA !

Went to fly kite together with Wei Qi , Pei Wen , Shan and Lin Lin at the open field and noe wad ? We actually try to fly the kite form a broght sky to a dark sky -.- and didnt even manage to fly until ... I even took photos of the sunset la ! Damn pretty can =) Play all the way until 7 plus and headed back to Pei wen house to cut cake ^^ I guess she's really very happy today ba ? Haha . Guess everyone's oso have this feeling too ba ? ^^ After eating the cake , almost all of us headed home le cos its late le ...

Here , upload a few pictures first because others is with Pei wen camara (>.<)

2009-11-23T21:41:00.004+08:00

Whoa !!!! Wad a tiring day man (>.<) !!! Just came back from work and its lik -.- arrhhh !!! My position is to assist Alex the logistic supervisor but !!! In the end im like in charge of everything liddat !!! Got to do laminating of banners , Typing , doing PO , checking stocks , moving stocks and many more !!! OMG ! Super tiring can (>.<) Good for Shan , ying tong and Pei wen lor ... 6pm on the dot jiu off liao .... I still have to work OT until 9pm =( But got extra money la (>.<) Hahaha ! Next day got to reach at 9am le .. In fact , is everyday 9am must reach -.- Sian ... Tiring man ~~

I guess i dont recognise you anymore . You're too vivid to me now . A total stranger to me . Its you that says its a so call 'date' but not to me . I guess you said that u treat me as a friend is maybe just some kind of consoling me words ehh ? Nevermind .. Its doesnt soncern me anymore . Things that i shouldn't know ? Hah . Thanks , i dont want to noe either you noe why ? You think too much . I hav long already noe the answer and did i ever mention im still trying ? Hah . NO . Everyone can tell . This trip is actually purely returning it to you and im going as a friend but you ? Loves to think ehh ? Nevermind ..Guess they are right afterall .

2009-11-21T21:22:00.012+08:00

WOOOHOOOO !!!

Yesterday Prom Night was quite fun :) Although it doesn't have the kind of style of prom i expected but together wif my clique is already enough and FUN le !! Hahaha ^^ 2pm in the noon went to Wei Qi house first to help them style their hair and preperations all those . Damn unluckly la ! Reach his bus stop and it started to rain lik siao -.- Waited for him to take his Winnie the Pooh umbrella for me -.- LOL . I will remember this !!!! Hahaha (>.<) Anw , went up and we prepare ourself . From 2.30pm all the way until almost 4pm !!! We super noe how to drag rite ?? Hehehe . After that , meet Pei Wen at Wei Qi house void deck and we set off by taking bus ! Guess wad ? We OWNED the bus la !!! HAHAHA (>.<) No ppl in the bus at all la ! Still took a picture of us sia . Muahaha ^^ Reach our school on time and headed in , at first we thought alot of ppl wld wear until very grand but ? All so sui bian -.- so plain sia ... But ok la . i still think our clique is wears the nicest of all ! All handsome and pretty (>.<) Out of all the segments , i think the best part of the Prom is the dance le la ! Got my favourite song !!! Sorry sorry ^^ Hahaha . Super lots of ppl noe the song and the dance la ! Me , Seng Kiat , Keith and Wei Qi were dancing the Sorry sorry sia (>.<) Super funny and fun ! hahaha . Too bad shan shan .. You wearing skirt so cant dance along with us =/ next time ba :)

After prom , we headed to Cp Starbucks and slack for awhile as its still early ... At first wan go k-box de but all no money ... So no choice go slack for awhile =) Took alot of pictures and i will upload it !! Really enjoy yesterday !!

Today woke up at 7am in the morning cos going interview together wif wq , pw , shan , my bro and his friend . Reach there around 9.30am and start to interview le . Guess wad ?? Its was lik we only go there and wrote our details and straight away we got our positions and the JOB !! Muahahaha !!! Both me and wq was put under Logistic department but he's starting on 1 dec and im starting on this monday le ... WORK WORK !!! JIAYOU !!

When i first receive your msg in the morning , i was excepting something not really good alrdy . There's a reason why i wld ask u the question wld u be sad if you cant go . U told me your part but i guess i didnt told you mind . Honestly , im really really very disappointed . Besides sad and disappointed , i really have nothing else to describe about my feelings anymore . All these , the tickets that have already bought , restaurant that book and the place that is always u wanted to go ... But it just vanish in just a few seconds . You told me to get someone else to go with me , but to me , this is for you . Other than you i wont go with anyone else . I rather give it to my friends . Besides saying those words 'Nevermind' that i always likes to use , i really dunno wad to say anymore . But still , I want to thank you . Thank you for everything ..

Tada~ Here's all the Pictures !!! Its really alooootttttttttt !!!!!!!!!! (>.<)

2009-11-19T20:12:00.003+08:00

Hohohhh !!! Im back from chalet peeps !!

This 4 days had alot of fun man ! So long never feel so happy and have so much fun le (>.<) Out of the four days , i think the last 2 days is the most entertaining and fun one . But for the 3rd day super super wan to kill shan shan sia !! Luck and luck ! Make me and Seng Kiat lose so much in majong !! Wan die izzit ?!?! U this little girl , owe me k-box lor (>.<) Hahaha !! Last day cook dinner for them eat . At first already plan finish that dinner will be serve at 7pm .. but in the end , around 10.40pm liddat than we ate our dinner !! becos thanks to the 'handsome' LOL (>.<) Ask him buy rice he go buy GLUTINOUS RICE !! Cook out the rice is like damn sticky can -.- In the end , Wei Qi rush sown to Elias more to buy rice back ... Plus i need to rush and cook the food becos of one person la ! U noe its you rite (>.<)! Hahaha . Sorry guys , the 1st serving rice is abit hard cos of rush but i hope the 2nd serving is edible =) Hehehe

Alright , today after check out le went home and than to bugis to change my prom pants . When i reach bugis mrt station , OMG ! Someone actually promt me to be a model !! Omg man -.- was damn shock and even give me name card too !! Wa seh sia . Anw , change my pants and sent Pei Wen together wif Wei Qi for her Medicure than both of us guys went to arcade and play Jubeat ! hahaha . Fun man ^^ Than around 6pm i left home le cos wan eat dinner wif my parents ^^ 4 days never eat with them le ... Kind of miss them . LOL !!

Tada ~~ Thats all for today . Prom night is just hours away but to be exact , its tomorrow !! Kind of excited (>.<) See you guys tomorrow !

2009-11-15T18:43:00.004+08:00

Hi People =)

Back for a post after these few days . Did not post for these few days reasons was because i was very busy (>.<) Just lik yesterday ^^ Was actually celebrating my cousin birthday at my house and the same time celebrate my brother and my FREEDOM !! Hah (>.<) Was actually playing the whole day and eating at the same time too =) They came my hoise around 2pm and we started to play majong and the others play Wii ^^ Damn fun man ! Play Wii for almost 4 hours before i move on to majong (>.<) Plus , at the same time got lots of snacks to eat la !! Hehehe . I think im gaining weight le (>.<) Play majong till 3am in the morning and they left le =( actually we intend to play all the way till today de but cant cos hav MindChamps !! Idiot la .. Sigh ... Nvm , Chalet still can play :)

Today is damn boring la . After mindchamps le went for lunch and headed back home . Super boring and had nothing to do . So i on the Mio tv and watch and guess wad ? I found the show that i always lik since young ! Its call 夏日的麽麽茶 =) You guys should watch it either on Youtube or Tudou . Its really a nice show ^^ The song 浪花一朵朵 came form this show de ^^ Super love it :) How i wish the ending could land it on me .. Haha ! Joking joking (>.<)

Alright , here's a cartoon version of the song :) Enjoy ^^

2009-11-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

Back peeps !!

Went to 3 places today . Firstly , all of us were suppose to meet at Amk Hub at 12pm de . But some of them late ! But nvm .. Only me and JJ reach there on time because my principle ma .. Always not to be late ^^ But the most unforgiven de is Yi Feng ! Super late and slow . Come out buy Prom clothings and stuffs but he like dun care liddat , play his PSP -.- Wan die izzit ?!?! Hahahah . Was suppose to get their Blazers at there de but they dun have stock so have to go down to Bugis to collect .

Headed straight down to Bugis after that and its around 2 plus le ... Got their Blazers and bought our ties too . At first was going to Bugis street but everyone stomach is growling le ~ Haha ! So we went to eat Yoshinoya and than to street =) Of course , Wei Qi got his red tie too . Want to be outstanding among us huh ? Hahah (>.<) Joking joking ^^ Im sure all of us would be outstanding amoung the crowd de la (>.<) Hehe .

After shopping for so long , we decided to watch movie and we watch Paranomal activity !! OMG man ! Its nice and quite scary in some parts too except for the stupid guy that is so freaking lame than keeps pissing off her gf -.- Haha . Shan shan .... Scardy cat ! Muahahah ! Behind you ar ~ Maybe standing beside you when you sleep tonight ! LOL

After watching finish the dinner , all of us are hungry already (>.<) But everyone is broke le !! So have no choice , go kopitiam eat -.- Super sacrifise of me sia ! Wear so nice go eat kopitiam -.- But no choice la , i dun wan spent too much money too becos of .... Hahaha , cant say out ^^
Anw , had a fun day today :) Super long never liddat whole clique go out together le (>.<) But im sure theres more upcoming ahead ^^

Alright , got to head to bed le (>.<) After whole day of shopping damn tire le .. Hehe
Nites peeps !

2009-11-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

FINALLY !! O LEVEL'S OVER ALREADY !!
FREEDOM HAS COME (>.<) MUAHAHAHAHA ~

Alright , too happy until dunno got wad to say -.- Tomorrow going out to get Prom's stuff ^^ Sure have a happy day tomorrow ^^ Post again tomorrow :)

2009-11-10T18:58:00.003+08:00

OMG peeps !! My idol , Show !! New show is out !!!! Just now was watching 娱乐百分百 and they introduce the new show ^^ Omg man . Straight away watch it and its damn funny and cute can (>.<) Ohh , forget to introduce the name of the show . Its call 海派甜心 ^^ Those that like Show or Yang Cheng Ling de must not miss this show wor (>.<) Gonna chiong this show man . Hahaha . But it only come out until episode 2 only ... Sian ... But still , I LOVE 海派甜心 !! Ahaha ^^

2009-11-09T11:38:00.007+08:00

OMG ! Dunno why de hell i have this dreams again and again . Its damn vivid . Although i cant see who's involve , but for sure i noe that im in it ... Wth -.- Usually i woke up with a frightening feeling but not this time ... Its rather a sad feeling ... But i guess its true .. Hmm ... No one really understands what i want and desire and most important , how i really feel .. But i guess she noes well rite ?? Yea , you know im talking about you rite ... Hahaha . Thanks for chatting with me yesterday arh .. Was in a super or rather confusing mood luh .. So sorry for the sudden of silence in the fone (>.<) But still , i guess you're the one that noes me well ^^ Thanks Jie ! Music represents my feelings now ...

何俊明 - 还记得吗

拿起电话问你好吗我几时还被你牵挂
你的幸福交给了他现在的你还快乐吗

你对我说剪了头发只是想以忘掉牵挂
那些快乐还放不下还在寻找忘记的方法

还记得吗说过的话说要一直陪你到白发
还记得吗我的挣扎才会让你的泪慢慢落下
还记得吗说过的话说要一起流浪的天涯
还记得吗你的挣扎才会给我这些惩罚

何俊明 - 祝你快乐

又在下雨了天空变成灰色的
玻璃窗外的快乐滴答滴答在唱歌
又在下雨了心情变成昏暗的
日记里面在写着分手之後的角色

我轻轻写着我是坚强的
我努力笑着告诉自己要割舍

我会永远祝福你快乐就算想哭我也会忍着
分手的那一刻我们紧紧拥抱着
我会永远祝福你快乐就算心里有多麽不舍
爱以走了但是我还有寂寞陪伴着

又在下雨了天空变成灰色的
玻璃窗外的快乐滴答滴答在唱歌
又在下雨了心情变成昏暗的
日记里面在写着分手之後的角色

我轻轻写着我是坚强的
我努力笑着告诉自己要割舍

我会永远祝福你快乐就算想哭我也会忍着
分手的那一刻我们紧紧拥抱着
我会永远祝福你快乐就算心里有多麽不舍
爱以走了但是我还有寂寞陪伴着

我会永远祝福你快乐就算想哭我也会忍着
分手的那一刻我们紧紧拥抱着
我会永远祝福你快乐就算心里有多麽不舍
爱以走了但是我还有寂寞陪伴着

2009-11-08T18:37:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps =)

Never post for the past few days le .. Damn lazy and dunno wad to post (>.<) Yesterday went to Lion City Hotel together with cousin they all for high-tea !! At first everyone was excited , but when we reach there the food is lik limited -.- Nasi lemak , laska , mee siam and those nohya khueh only !!! OMG ! Damn bugget can -.- No wonder so cheap -.- Each person $14++ only ... Go eat Soeul Garden better la !! But still , eat from 3pm to around 5pm liddat only cos its high-tea ma ... After that went to City Square Mall (>.<) New shopping centre near the Mustafa centre (>.<) Hahaha . There ar ... Okey la . Not all the shops open yet but still attention girls !! Want buy Prom Gown to there buy !! Damn nice and pretty de =) After shopping for whole day , finally went home with both hands empty -.- LOL .

Today , part 2 of the MindChamp test . Was lik -.- Super easy can ... Next week still gt last part .. Must Graduate ar !! Hehehe ^^ After MindChamps went to Bugis with my Bro and meet my parents there . Bought my Blazer le ^^ hehehe . Still haven buy my pants yet .. Sian .. Bugis Spade no more White pants le =( Gonna go Amk hub and buy ! Next thursday !! Counting down to that day !! Ahahah (>.<)

2009-11-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

OMG !!!

First time in my life !!! Really first time in my life i can actually balance my final accounts in just one try !!! Super proud of myself la (>.<) I guess i really never let down Zi Wei le ^^ Every single Poa questions he give me to do and i revise actually come out la ! Hahaha :) Super confident de cos for paper 2 , out of 60 marks , the first question 20 marks is sure get de la !! Grats to everyone that can balance too ^^ Shan Shan oso rite ?? Hahaha , first time balance until feeling damn good rite ? Haha . Anw , Poa is over loh !! can relax abit le ^^

Hmm .. Now only have to chiong my Biology and i can really really relax myself le :) Good man !! Cant wait for next week (>.<) ! Cant wait to see everyone shouting ' EXAMS OVER LOHH !!!! ' Hahaha (>.<) Gonna buy Prom clothes next week too ^^ Hehe .

Alright , Gonna find something to do now ^^ Dun feel like studying now (>.<) Tmr morning than study again :) See ya peeps !

2009-11-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

Hi see the girl above? thats me. Im blogging now to thank ADRIAN LEE BLAH BLAH for being like a brother to me and for giving me advice when im in a sticky situation. This period of time has been tough, and thanks to him i finally decided on what i should do. Even though some of your advices were dumb i still want to thank you HAHA . GoodLuck for your POA paper tomorrow dude, haha . All the best brother, see you on Sunday. Byeeee~

2009-11-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hiie Peeps ^^

Today Geography paper is quite easy :) What i've read have come out !! Hahaha . So lucky of me :) Rush home straight as zi wei came over to teach me Poa . So coincidence la ! We alight the bus at the same time although he took 358 and i took 89 =) So happy that my poa can come up to this standard now ^^ All thanks to Zi Wei !! Must not disappoint him (>.<) Or else all his effort would be wasted le . Jiayou !!

Had a talk with Tessa the little girl . LOL . Guess she had the same problem as me in the past huh ? give her alot of advice . Right girl (>.<) Dun deny hor .. Hahaha . You now dun think so much le ... Same as me ... If its time to let go , dun hold back le . Would hurt even deeper de .. So ya ^^ Jiayou wor !!

Anw , tmr Poa paper le !!! Damn nervous (>.<) Need to read up all the theory ! Gonna continue my studies now :) See ya ~

2009-11-04T10:39:00.009+08:00

Helloooooo Peeps !!!

Woke up 9 plus today and now updating those phots that have taken on sunday ^^ Didnt manage to sleep well yesterday night ... Haiis ... So stay awake and take out my Geog to study but in the end , sketch out a drawing .. Have no idea why i sketch this out but just .. sketching out wads is in my mind ?? As there are too many things running through my mind . haha . But i guess ... Im moving forward ....

Anw , Here are the pictures i promise to upload ^^ Enjoy

2009-11-03T19:38:00.002+08:00

Arrrhhhh .... What a lousy day ~

Woke up 9 plus in the morning and my whole body is aching -.- for no reason . Wash up and look out the window . Super good weather and was what i expected ^^ Went down and TAN again !! Hahaha . Dunno why , just feel like tanning feeling is damn good =) After that went for swimming , not playing but serious lap swimming (>.<) Swim for 20 laps but gave up on 15 laps -.- Lost the stamina i use to have for swimming already :( But no worries , i would be swimming oftenly now and than cos im building up myself ^^

Got darker again le :) Muahahaha !! Good man ^^ Went home and take a rest first with a quick shower and than carried on with my studies le . Do Poa first . Very funny rite ? Tomorrow Geog but i do Poa . Lols ! But , now as im blogging im studying my Geog too ^^ Aiya , anw tomorrow still got time to read first before taking the paper cos paper starts at 2pm . Alright , i shall continue with my studies now ^^ Sayonara peeps (>.<) !

Dunno why , i can feel how you feel ... Tsk tsk

2009-11-01T21:31:00.002+08:00

Im back peeps !!!

Alright , gonna start from the from early in the morning till now events :)
Woke up 8 in the morning and quicky rush as there's MindChamps today ^^ Today hav test (>.<) But i have confident la :) Hahaha . Reach MC around 9.20am as i live up to my principle and thats not to be late ! Hahaha . But damn stupid can -.- Totally no lessons and only 4 ppl have reach when its 10am -.- But around 10.30 everyone is here and lessons starts :) Explaination on how the test is going about and how the scores is going to be awarded . Start to do the Essay on Volcanoes which was lik -.- Noes nothing about it but i applied Chemistry knowledge in it (>.<) LOL ! and guess wad ?! I got 31 out of 40 marks !!! Ahahahaa ! So happy ^^

Went home after that and study my SS .. Dry arrrhhhhh ~ But still manage to read those few chapters that i wanted to read on ^^ Jiayou ! Than started to prepare ourself as we're going to Swensen's To celebrate Waynard Birthday !!! Hahaha ^^

Do anyone still remember when would only be the time i would eat Ice-cream ?? Hahaha . This time is not because of the weather or im down but just happily eating 17 Scoopes of ice-cream !!! OMG ! 2 Earthquake and one sticky chocolate sundae !! Damn cool man . First time in my i ate 17 scoopes of ice-cream (>.<) Plus , the cake is Ice-cream cake ! Muahahaha ^^ Dont drool wor (>.<) I guess this is the best and the most expensive birthday treat my brother get in his life cos the whole dinner cost around $260 !!! OMG -.- I will make sure next year my birthday would be even better than this (>.<) Hehehe .

Pictures would be uploaded very soon (>.<) Stay tuned !

2009-10-31T21:56:00.002+08:00

Back for a post =)

Today went out with Jes =) Hahaha !! Damn long never meet and go out with you le (>.<) You change quite alot la ! Hahaha . Not the nerd nerd type anymore ^^ But ... hahaha !! dont want tell you lei (>.<) Halloween party damn stupid la !! Not scary at all -.-although no need money cos we are NEBOIANS !! Admission free ^^ haha but still , waste time only -.- Year end lets go our favourite place again ^^ Cant say it out cos its our secret right (>.<) But at least its not anything hideous can le :)

You got my back right ;) Hehe . You ar you ... When get a brother-in law for me to see ?? Ahaha !!!! Im waiting for your good news wor (>.<) i will be the first one to congrats you and treat you a BIG treat man ! Hehehe . Anw , back to my life now . Tomorrow going to have a test (>.<) But , easy la ... MC test always so easy and waste of time only . Gonna have high tea after that with cousins them ^^ hehe . Dont worry Wei qin , i will sure burn your pocket tomorrow de !! Haha :)

2009-10-31T09:46:00.003+08:00

This shall be a long post .
Once and for all , i saying all out .

Ever since my thing started . All of you have been commenting and advising me to change back to myself . Its you , Seng kiat . You came to my blog and post to let me know and i can say that i have been trying very hard to get back with all of you . But , think about it . Just a few days you told me that and you start to ignore me . I was like , wad is this ? You told me to change and you ignore me ? I know you hav your family problems , but i still give you time to cool down . But u still choose to ignore me . What is this ??

Take for example tt day i ask everyone out to play basketball . Just one day before our practical . You noe wads the reason i ask all of you out ? I just wanted to get intact with you guys back . Do you actually noe that i have a quarrel with my mum before i came out ? I ignore her just becos of all of you . I actually only have a check-up not long ago before asking you all out that day . In my life , i can say i make alot of sacrifies for you guys . Example , I was in pain that day and was like totally feel like my ligaments will tear any moment . But , did i tell you guys ? Did i stop playing ? No . I still continue to play with you guys . I just endure the pain myself and ease my pain by eating pain killer . Reason why i did all these is because i want everyone to have a happy day .

For these two years of friendships and brothership with you guys . I have make alot of sacrifises . All those outings , kbox sessions , birthday parties .. I have always been the one that paying extra more . I did not even grumble about why i am always the one paying more , but its that i just wants everyone to be happy , have a good and enjoyable day . But , everytime when you guys said that going out with me would make you guys pocket a hole , do you guys actually noes how i feel ? True , wq says that you all dont meant it . But , if you guys dont meant it , why in the first place still have to say it ?

You said that u dont say things behind me . Than i have a question for you . Why is it when you fiund out that i got kittylab tickets for Jacq and you're so piss off ? Even said that on that day playing ball should actually make my injury more worst and let me spend my holidays in the hospital instead ? At the very first place , i can say i did back out . I even told Jacq . But why i dint in the end ? Its not becos i thinks that i have make a wrong choice and decided to take back my words , but its her . She's the one that holds me back . You guys always thinks that i like to say a thing and fail to do so in the end , but do you think i dont want to explain to you guys ? Do you guys actually give me a chance by explaining to all of you ?

From the very start when i decided to back out , i have alrdy lost confidence . do you know why i back ou t? All becos of you . for once again i can sacrifise myself for you . If i back out can make you happy . why not ? Its all becos of you . I lost all my confidence . I've alrdy told weiqi , i have no more confidence in wooing her back . Who she accepts or rejects , i would just accept the fate and would not beg or bludge on her . I can sacrifise my relationship just for friendship and brothership , but can you do it ? you got so angry just when i bought tickets for her , but did i get angry when she is always out with you ??

Talking about im PROUD of myself and look down on all of you . Think about it again . If im too proud and look down on you guys , would i be giving in in basketball ? Will i be lik showing off and say no one can win me ?Asking you guys to improve in your skills first than compete with me again ? Insult you guys ? There's never ever i think that my basketball is perfect . When i say that theres a gap in between even you guys train and i trian too . Its the Basic IQ you dont get it . Just for example , if theres a guy weak in maths and is studying ver hard to compete with a guys that is ver strong in it and is still studying very hard to master it . Tell me , wld the weak be able to catch up ? Yes , he can . But it would take a serious long time . Im not insulting u that u hav no IQ but its just that why can you cant think in the simple way but rather in the complicated way ?

You insulted my basketball in front of all of them by saying my skills is not even capable to play SF . Do you know how it feels when a basketballer that plays basketball for 8 years and have always been playing that position feels like ? The moment i heard that do you actually notice that my face and tone change ? I can tell you that wq did notice that , but did i give you attitude ? No . I hold back , but you still keep on saying that . I feel insulted at that very moment you know ? I can tell you if im still the Adrian that is very violence , i can asure you that at the moment i wld have already give you a straight punch in your face . But did i ? Im not the Adrian that is unreasonable and always use violence anymore . I consider for everyone else first . But i dont consider for myself first , never always thinks for myself first but the rest .

Aren't you always likes to take things that are already the past and likes to say me again when the rest have already decided to let the matter rest and not to go and think about it ? You always like to dig everything from tha past and say me isn't it ? I can tell you , i dont even deserve this kind of treatment from you at all . So if you're going to continue , So be it . Let the others see and think that you hold on to things . thats wad i can say .

Dont be a fool that thinks that i fighting with you because of Jacq . Im just not happy with the attitude you gave to me . Plus , if you guys thinks that im always thinking im right and dont take others comment , would i have listen to youu guys and change myself ? Wont i be ignoring all your comments already if i think im always right ? And tell me , did i ever look down on you ? Did i tell you to always do things no matter wad i say ? Am i like you that says that i have to listen to you at all times ? I didnt . In this 2 years , whenever we play basketball , i did not do all these things . Not a single one .

You might be thinking that , WAAAA .... I very noble wor ... always give in and make sacrifise wor ... Than you're wrong . To me , sometimes a little of sacrifise that can bring happiness to everyone , Why not ?

For now , I would make the first step by apologizing first . Because i know if one party that dun stop this first , the other wld not let it rest . So now , Im sorry .. for once and for all , stop this stupid fight . Whether to end this would be up to you . Sorry . Thats all .

2009-10-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hiie peeps !!!

Woke up aroud 11am liddat (>.<) Had a super nice sleep :) Very long never sleep until so soundly le .. Hahaha . Actually intend to continue to sleep longer abit de , but all thanks to my that brother ! Talk like nobody business liddat !! Make me wan to continue with my sleep oso cant -.- IDIOT ! Alright , woke up and start with my revision on Poa and SS around 12pm . Super dry can .. Read for about 4 hours and start to use com liao :P Search for new songs and i found a few damn nice ones !! OMG ! So damn love it man =) Especially 温岚 - 爱情没有对错 ! Super nice man . Confirm alot of ppl will like this song ^^ The melody is groovy luh . Lyrics oso very easy to remember (>.<) Hehehe . But some of the songs are saddening :( Alright , i shall be the DJ for today ^^

Here's the links for these songs ^^

温岚 - 爱情没有对错 : http://ting.mbox.sogou.com/listenV2.jsp?cid=1FB905A607DD7176&gid=13cd2f8a87d780fc&s=%CE%C2%E1%B0&t=%B0%AE%C7%E9%C3%BB%D3%D0%B6%D4%B4%ED&lid=0000000000000000&ac=1&w=02009900&_asf=mp3.sogou.com&_ast=1256895724&from=search&pp=txt&p=40030200&dp=1

温岚 - 我全都相信 : http://ting.mbox.sogou.com/listenV2.jsp?cid=11B1E4FDB738A117&gid=18f2e8144a394bf4&s=%CE%C2%E1%B0&t=%CE%D2%C8%AB%B6%BC%CF%E0%D0%C5&lid=0000000000000000&ac=1&w=02009900&_asf=mp3.sogou.com&_ast=1256896157&from=search&pp=txt

温岚 - 刺猬 : http://ting.mbox.sogou.com/listenV2.jsp?cid=1FF2203BB1286002&gid=1548e012972d9734&s=%CE%C2%E1%B0&t=%B4%CC%E2%AC&lid=0000000000000000&ac=1&w=02009900&_asf=mp3.sogou.com&_ast=1256896194&from=search&pp=txt Enjoy these songs ^^

Dun say things so fast yet . You sure you never say sacarstic things behind me ? You dare to say that ? Dun force me .. You sure everyone is standing on yourside ? Everyone believe in you now ? I wont say that they are siding me nor even i wan them to side me . I can say i have done nothing wrong at all !

Whole family went to eat Mac with Cousin . All becos of the stupid Monopoly game -.- Crazy de . Eat Mac how can make my stomach full (>.<) Hahaha . Texted and ask for concern , but ... Nvm . Maybe is ... I dunno .

Confidence level = 25.99999....%

2009-10-29T14:09:00.002+08:00

Woke up 11plus in the morning and start to do abit of revision . When i sat down on the chair and look at the Poa papers , dunno why . Totally dun have the motivation to do at all -.- So decided to watch TBG 2009 Ocrew again :) Totally in love with their movements and fragilitiy (>.<) After that than start to do my work cos the motivation is back ^^ Hahaha . Sounds lame right -_- Today have no papers but my bro hav A maths ! Hope he can do ^^ YES , I know he can !! Jiayou !

Totally found out the truth . Thats the reason why i have been treated liddat all these while ? Wake up pls . Im begging you already . There's still hope if you turn back now . You're sad when you have to leave ? I htought you would be rather happy -.- Alright , thats not the main point . Its still your choice i can say . If you still wans to treat me with this way , than so be it . Dont drag others down or in .

:) : Its not your fault at all . You dont have to feel guilty at all . But if you wan to feel guilty , i think i should be the one feeling guilty in the first place . If it wasn't i start all this mess , all of us wouldn't end up being liddat . We would still be the same , always happy and have fun together . So , dun think that you're the cause to this current problem . Unless you wan me to feel guilty ..

Just weeks away and so many problems comes up . I wonder when will all this comes to an end or stop . Sigh ...

Confidence level = less than 30% . Not the same anymore ..

2009-10-28T19:57:00.004+08:00

Hohoh (>.<) !!

Talk on the phone with weiqi yesterday . We talk from 11plus all the way till 2am in the morning la !! Haha ^^ Man's talk and studies talk all the way ! Super long never liddat talk on the phone with him for so long le (>.<) Hor Wei qi ?? Agree with me rite ? So many changing in just a short period of time . But wad to do ?? Cant blame yet cos the brain still in 'kiddy' mood xD you know wad i mean rite ? Hahaha

Alright , today maths paper 2 . Hmm ... how to say ... Easy as paper 1 i can say ? LOL ! But still make a careless mistake la .. Sian .. But based on this 2 maths paper , think should be able to get a A2 or at least a B3 =) Confident with myself ^^

Rather than wasting my time with those things . I must well rather go plan my plans for the holidays better :) More productive than seeing or listening to that stuck up things -.- Hahaha .

YES ! Re-confirmation is done !! Everthing all plan on that day =) All you have to do is have FUN ! (>.<)

2009-10-27T21:59:00.003+08:00

Old song but i like it this song very much because the lyrics is damn meaningful =)

第一次

当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
还是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停地颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
失去方向不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起厮守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停地颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
失去方向不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由对我……
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼眸
第一次就决定绝不会错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停地颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
失去方向不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起厮守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久~~

2009-10-27T18:37:00.002+08:00

Maths !!! Maths !!!

Just came back from my Maths paper 1 . Is it easy ?? Hmm ... Can say so lor (>.<) Maths isnt very difficult for me ba ^^ But theres one stupid careless mistake i make !!! Co-ordinates should be ( x , y ) but i put ( y , x ) instead !!! OMG -.- how careless and dumb i can be -.- nvm . At least other questions i can still do it (>.<) How nice the cambridge can be la . Paper 1 set so easy ... Paper 2 i think sure would be a killer paper liao la !! Sian ... Tomorrow paper 2 ! Must focus on graphs liao cos paper 1 never even come out a question that is about graph except for speed - time graph la -.- SO , everyone MUST chiong on Graph ar !!!

Ask me a question that has actually no real answer to it . No . In fact , there are actually too many different kind of answers to it . You are lucky that i know lots of things that they dunno . Count lucky that i have the answer . But still , everytime im using tt . So if you're saying that im not . i think should say that they didnt pay attention to my ball but rather focus themselves on me . Fancyful plays im not going for it , cos its pointless . Plus , theres something that you should reflect on now . In a team , theres no whose the leader or listen to who only . In a team , its all about teamwork . Solo and arrogant is wad we call action . So , if everyone have a point , all should listen and the person must point out . Not only the one tt create the team can say YES and NO and everyone must listen to him at all times . So , reflect on this first . I maybe agree to the training but not on all those that i mention above . So ya ~

I dunno why ... Theres a gap now ... far far away

2009-10-26T19:20:00.003+08:00

Back from English paper !!

Pheww ... Can say that the paper is still cmi huh ? (can make it) Hahaha . Paper one was rather the paper that everyone tend to get nervous i guess ?? Ahahaha . As for paper two .. hmm ... ok la (>.<) Except for passage B , abit tricky and need some thinking ^.^ Thats all for English ! Gonna throw away everything in my brain that is link with english and stored maths in le !! Sian man ... Tomorrow 2.30pm paper -.- Dunno why the hell they put it till so late -.- Waste my time .

Anw , i can say that there are some 'pretenders' or rather 'bootlickers' in this world ehh ?? 'Pretenders' are those that acts behind and dare not to act in front of those that they really wan to act to . 'Bootlickers' are those that suck up other ppl backside and than pretend again . So i guess , 'Bootlickers' are just a pretender afterall ehh ?? Dont try come and act with me . Dont ever try me too . Im capable of what i think YOU know it very well ehh .. isnt it ? Hah . I have been tolerating you and telling myself to believe in you and give you chance again and again like how u use to before . But its you that choose to walk this path and not me the one that force you to walk this path . I believe you haven really wake up ur senses like i do . So , i still can ask you nicely try to walk back the path and not this . But its still your choice i can said . (Not refering to you idiot -.-)

2009-10-24T17:58:00.002+08:00

Alright .. How should i go today ...

Start by this morning . Woke up at 10plus thanks to my bro . Irritating and annoying . Spam his fone to the max , totally has no consideration for others that are still sleeping . Damn stuck up ! Read the newspaper and found something that caught my eye . Got to plan ahead first because i dont wan to rush at the last moment and in the end ruin everything . Did some maths paper after that and realise that my maths is actually quite ok so i move on to poa . Did all the homework that is given by my cousin and i can say i really have improve my poa :) which is a good thing . At least i dont have to be worried about another subject already . Totally didnt touch english today although monday is english . Dont know why .. Went down to the pool and take a rest as its damn windy today ^^ Look at the sky for quite a moment and realise that sky has a limit , so does humans . Everyone has their own limits in everything they do .

Rested for quite sometime and decided to go back . When i was at the doorstep , i heard some conversation going on with my parents and my neighbour . I hide behind the wall and try to listen to what they are talking about . Australia . Yes , Australia . They are talking about studies over there and stuffs until i heard my dad said he might be considering sending both of us , my brother and me to Australia to study . At that moment , Alot of things run through my mind .. Why ? Why is that so out of sudden ?? I have my friends here which i cant bare to leave , my studies that i havent completed in here . Alot of stuffs that i havent solve and do . I dont want to leave here . Hold back my emotions and went back in . Act as normal and went back to my room .. Cant find someone i really can talk to so decided to say everything out in my blog .

I guess i really need a rest ..

2009-10-23T18:16:00.003+08:00

Did quite alot of productive stuffs today =)

Woke up 10 plus in the morning and start revising my Social studies . Read about 3 chapters and i start to feel dry already -.- Look out the window and saw that the sun is damn scorching la !! Actually dont intend to go down de but someone words keep coming into my mind -.- say i too white le ! Ask me go suntan -.- So no choice i went down and suntan plus swiming =) At first , the sun is damn bright and scorching , but when i went down for less than 15 minutes , the sun is gone !! Waste my time man -.- But i still continue to wait because i have the time to wait (>.<) I can say that i like my colour now !!! Golden brown colour is always wad i dream to have off ^^ Cook lunch for my mum and bro =) Damn contented with my cooking !! Next time can be a chef le la ! Hahahaha (>.<)

After lunch , i continue my revision wif my english as its O level english on monday !!! Nervous la (>.<) Hahaha . Around 5pm on the tv and watch chn U . Damn funny can !! Show , My idol MAN !! Ahahaha ^.^ Found a new song that i like for now =) Its sing by 张惠妹 - 掉了 . You guys should try and listen =) Alright , got to go out for dinner le !! See ya :)

2009-10-22T19:17:00.003+08:00

Hohohooo :) Im back peeps !!

Opening my blog back again :) Hehe ^^
Hmm ... Today's practical is .... EASY ! Ahahaha >.< Finish the whole thing and i still have around 45 minutes left !! Seng Kiat did finish very fast too !! Guess only the 2 of us finish it so fast luh =) Spent the rest of the time playing with all the solutions . I make the roots all purple colour !! Transport in plants =) Alright , wads wif my Biology now -.- Anw , rush home straight cos got to make passport . Sorry Litin and Keith .. Cos i cant celebrate Litin bithday =(

First time in my life ... See newspaper and saw the exhibition and straight away that idiot came into my mine and i went to buy it even thought i ask that idiot to choose wisely -.- Happy ma ?? You happy but i suffer leh .... Now gonna wait for the queen to scold me liao la >.< Hahaha ! Joking joking =)

2009-10-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

Hiie Peeps !!!

Can say that i had a great time today although i have some difficulties! Weiqi you should noe wad i mean right :) shh... dun tell anyone, as long as everyone is happy, a little sacrifise is also worth it i guess :) hmm ... Very long never play basketball with them le! I can say that they actually improve alot !! But im the only one that keeps on deproving la -.- Idiot sia -.- But overall , still can make it ba ?? Hahahaha ^.^ love this kind of days when we play together :) After Os we shall play again !!!

Tomorrow is the official start of o level le !! Abit nervous but still , GOODLUCK PEEPS !! LETS GRADUATE TOGETHER YEA !!!

Will post tmr if i can =)see ya!

Ya , i have no sincerity and patience at all . All those i did are just my own willingness . How stupid i can be . Hah

2009-10-20T20:15:00.007+08:00

Back for a post peeps !!

Able to use the com all thanks to my dad =)

Actually intend to post the pics that took today but i guess i would post it all now =)Spend a very long time editing it and all the effects man !! Love my Close up black and white the best !! Muahahahaha >.< I think im a genius man ! Hehe xD

Bloody phone jam and after i restart , EVERY MESSAGES IS GONE !! ALL GONE !! ALL THE MESSAGES IN IT MEANTS ALOT ALOT ALOT TO ME AND IN JUST A SECONDS , EVERYTHINGS GONE !!! I HATE THIS ***** FONE !!!

Alright , here's all the pics i have took with my bro too in the afternoon >.<
Enjoy =)

2009-10-19T18:49:00.003+08:00

Hiie people !!

Im in Love with Super Junior new song man !!! You guys should listen to it !! Title -Sorry Sorry =) Enjoy

Went to Wei Qi house and study today . Yi feng that joker >.< I think he's not there to study de lor ! Keep on talking and complaining -.- study Poa as uaual and i guess i've really improve my poa le !!! Now the final accounts can balance le =)So proud of myself =)study until half way than Wei qi got to go Cp to collect things from miss tan and we follow . Collect the stuffs that he needed to and head back to hougang =) Went to play pool for awhile !! Yi feng u lucky bastard >.< You heng only arr !! If the white ball never go in u comfirm lose to me by 5 balls !!! Ahahaha >.<
close the game and went home around 5pm .

Now currently not doing anything cos suddenly have a headache =(
Thought of a number of things that happen recently ...
Felt that something is hiding form me .. I dont like the feeling . Why just cant be honest and just say out the truth and let me know ?

I hope you guys can really make it on wednesday . I just hope that we can have our last game before our Os really starts .
Please .. Im begging you all already ..
I really tried my best to walk in to all of your lives again but it seems that now its you guys not allowing me to get in ..
I really dunno what you guys want from me .. Really ...
Im tired already ..
Tired ...

2009-10-18T23:04:00.004+08:00

Another post for de day peeps !!

Didnt collect my disc today in the end:( cos still unsure where's Oschool >.< Haha! It has move and i didnt know tt -.- damn it! Lol. Went to eat Seoul Garden instead of Sakura:) damn full can >..< of course, my favourite dessert too, ICE-CREAM!! Ahahaha! Dont doubt my abilities of eating ice cream ehh,cos i finish de whole container of coffee flavour >.< hehe:) i think i gain weight le! Its a good thing:)

Went home after that and guess wad? I've been singing frm 3plus to 7 plus non-stop! Im so gonna go to de kbox man!! Miss de days where all of us go to de kbox together n sing n have fun:) aww>.< Guys we shall go after Os alright??

Hmm.. She texted me! So rare of her to text me man>.< Haha! Bored than text me -.- text me whenever you're free too la! LOL!! Joking joking:) anw, i damn long nv go st james le>.< I want go too!!

Alright peeps:) got to head to bed now:) See ya tmr>.

2009-10-18T10:56:00.003+08:00

Vola !!!

Im back people !! LOL(>.<)! Think i not gonna to post my personal stuffs anymore . Who cares ?? Haha:) I think i still prefer to enjoy my current life now =) Gonna go to lavender to collect my LONG wait 2009 Big Groove Dvd at Oschool !!! I've been like waiting for almost half a month already luh !! Ahahaha >.< Cant wait to watch the dance again :)

Wld be going to Sakura for lunch with my dad's workers after that -.- It has been a long time since i last ate with them i guess ? Hahaha ! Alright , Got to go and prepare now !!
Will post again if i have time tonight :)

See ya =) SMILE =) (>.<)!

2009-10-17T15:27:00.003+08:00

Outside now using the my phone to blog ......

Just came out of the hospital .....
Really .. really suffer a big blow ....
I dunno whether i can take it anot ....
Im sorry guys ...
If you text me or call me and i didnt reply ....
Please just leave me alone for a moment .......

2009-10-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

Back for a post >.< !!

Went to school for revision today .
But before i head to sch , i went to hospital first becos of some reason ... ya ..
Reach school ard 11am and meet up with Yifeng first as weiqi , always the late king never change huh ?? Hahaha !!
Joking joking >.<
Study in school until 2.15pm liddat than i headed home le ...
Was lik damn piss off with my bro !
I press the door bell lik so many times but he jus refuse to open the door for me !!
At first i thought that , ohh maybe there's no one home than i open the door myself .
Than when i open , i heard the computer sound and he was playing GAME !!!
I was like scolding him and quickly have a cold bath to cool myself down .
Than was like spamming the music player damn loud for quite a few hours to wait for my parents to come back ...
Lots of things running through my mind then ...

When my parents was back , we headed to Ikea to have dinner .
Have you guys ever feel before the taste of looking at your family members eating delicious food in your face while you cant eat them ??!!
I have it man !!
I cant eat or drink for 12 hours -.-
Reason ??
Tmr have a full body check-up ...
Sian ...
Guess im back to those days that need to goes in to hospital everday le ...
Like checking in hotel liddat -.- LOLS

Alright , ADRIAN !
Today you have make the first step already !
Keep it up !!
You can do it de !!

2009-10-15T18:46:00.002+08:00

Wack my leg until the wall just now ...
Damn hard ....
I suddenly feel a slight pain ...
Dunno why ...
I have a worried feeling .. damn scared and worried feeling going throught my spine .
I hope its not the old injuries ... Pls ....

2009-10-15T14:03:00.003+08:00

Back for a post =))

Hmm ...
I guess seng kiat is changing too huh ....
Haiis ... Can you come back too ??!!!!
End of year le !!!
All come back PLEASEEEEEE !!!!!!!!
Dun wanna hav a Graduation night that is all change de luh =((

I've prepare to change back to myself for you guys but you guys dont change to another self of yourself can ???
Haiis ....
Really dont wish all of us fall apart after this year ...
SENG KIAT !!! DONT BE THE EMO ONE LIKE I USE TO LA !!!!
YOU'RE THE ONE TT WAKE ME UP THAN YOU LIDDAT NOW ???!!!
I KILL YOU CAN ??!!

As days goes by ...
The decision i've make earlier is shaking already ....
I dunno how to decide now .
Guess i'll just leave it and see how days goes by ba ..
The 1st step , i'll start from now ..

2009-10-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

Quite a boring day today ...

Went to sch for practical briefing at 11.30am .
Was like damn boring can ...
Just go through the points and stuffs liddat only -.-
Waste my 1 hour ! Hahaha =)

Waited for Wei Qi at the bus stop to past him the chalet file .
Hey guys , i chip in another $50 hor !!
Dont say i nv gong xian ar >.< Hehe

Aft that went home and rot -.-
Had nothing to do and had been using the com from than til now !
Read abit of Chem and Bio ...
Watch tv ...
Think of some things ... Hmm
Some plans that i had to plan ahead and stuffs that i got to give =)
Hehe . Secret for the time being =)
Than now blogging ...

Feels weird without the text-ses ...
Dunno how my life is going to go on **********
Try and guess >.< ( dont try by counting how many star i put xD )
Anw , Day by day goes on ...
I got to try harder !!!

2009-10-13T20:45:00.003+08:00

Been looking at the stars frm 6plus till now ..
Thinking alot of things .

Dunno how to express myself but there's a song that came into my mind ..
The Lyrics is so meaningful =)

Goodbye -

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

[Chorus:]
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
[End Chorus]

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

[Chorus]

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye.

Nice ba ??
Listen it with your heart .
Dedicated to you specially =)
You should know who im refering ba ?

2009-10-13T12:28:00.004+08:00

Hiie =)
Can say this is the last memories i can only remember ba ?
So i shall share it with my blog ba ..

24th August 2009
The day that i found someone that has a similar thinking with me =)
Although we knew early , but we're together on this day =)
Its means so much to me that night when we both found out that we hav the same feelings for each other ^^

27th August 2009
We are thinking about how do we tell zilin and the others in order for me to fetch her go to bear birthday party .
Thought of stupid ideas but still in the end got a solution =)

29th August 2009
I thought of telling zilin the truth first , but she hold me back .
Than we thought of telling them aft Bear Birthday party =)
On that night she quarrel with her mum and i couldn't contact her !
Make me so worried >.< After sometime , finally she's alright =)

30th August 2009
You quarrel with your mum again .
Was damn worried about you and waited for her at pasir ris mrt no matter wad happens . Waited for ard 2 hour plus ba i think ?
Finally she came .. Although she smile all the way , i noe that she's still not happy ..
She like to hide her emotions to herself , guess thats wad she attracts me ba ^^

31st August 2009
Everyone got back their results and was damn saddening ...
Flunk alot of subjects and i make my mum cried .
Console by her and on that day we are suppose to celebrate bear birthday , so i try to cheer up myself as its not good to give a sulky face to him when everyone wans to hav a fun time =)
Had a real good time and i sent her back home .
My first time sending her back home , felt so happy =)

1 September 2009
found a song that is damn nice - 棉花糖 ^^
Tested her chinese and told her to type out the whole lyrics !
Guess its a damn difficult task for her so i told her its okey le =)
BUT !! She actually type out the whole lyrics and sent to me in the middle of the night !
Felt so touch and i have never felt so happy before =) I swear .

2nd September 2009
She sent me chinese msg again .
Its damn touching and i can say that i drop my tears on that night for her .
She didnt noe ba ? Haha .
Wad she said always would carve in my heart =)

4th September 2009
She's afraid of my mum >.<
But i grant her wish by bring my 2 dogs down and let her see =)
She lik them so much huh ? Hahaha !
Can felt that she's very happy that night .

5th September 2009
She came up my house !
Though she's afraid of my mum but she still came up !!
Omg . So proud of her =)

7th September 2009
I hav Empower U course and she came delivering lunch for me !!
So touch >.<
Everyone envy me luh ! plus she sat in and see my performance =)
Think she had a fun day too ehh ??

9th Spetember 2009
Went to watch movie toghether with bear and his step bro and JJ .
First movie we catch together =)
She's so happy i guess ?

16th September 2009
She's sick and didnt went to school ..
So worried for her and cant wait for school to over now so that i can rush over to take care of her .

23rd September 2009
Celebrate our 1st month early by one day because i couldn't make it the next day =(
Was abit disappointed but nvm =)
Went to get the flowers and bought cheese cake for her =)
Gave it to her and i swear , she's damn happy that day ^^
I think its the happiest day in her life when im with her ba ..
Was touch that she make 2 things for me =)
A board and a photo frame !
So sweet of her ehh ?? Hahaha xD

28th September 2009
I've doubt her .
For the first time , i've hurt her ...
10.58am , i make her sad and cried ...
I broke the promise that i made to myself ...

30th September 2009
I think i've hurt her again ..
2nd time i've hurt her in just 2 days ...
Whats wrong with me ?

2nd October 2009
Im injured ..
I let them doubt me ..
Nvm .. Its my fault because i fail to explain to them clearly ..

5th October 2009
Went to her house and study together .
She told me something .. Glad that she's honest with me =)
Although its abit of disappointed but i still cant leave her because i love her too much .
So i just forget her past and get on with our present state now =)
On that day , finally everything is over .
But the stupid me , hurt her again by giving her attitude !
Dumb of ME !!! GO DIE CAN ??

8th October 2009
I make everyone worried by leaving my house without saying anything ..
I make my mum cried ...
Im sorry everyone ...
I just need to be alone for awhile ...

11th October 2009
She call me and i've explain everything to her .
Hope that all the doubts she have i have clear ...
She's still not ready to talk or meet me ...

12th October 2009
She wans to meet me ...
I guess thats it ...
She wans to say that ...
And she did ...
I hold her back , but i still let her go ...
Guess its time for me to let her have sometime of silent and her own ba ...

13th October 2009
Today , the confuse answer have finally been solve .
Although im sad ... But still theres nothing i could do but to let her go ..
Proving to them is now the only thing i can do ba ??

Thats all ba i think ? The only memories that i can remember now ba ... Mayb there's still some but i cant thought of it now ba ^^
Hey guys , im not here to try and get some sympathy or wad but jus purely sharing wad that i could remember in my memories ..
Hope you can get it ...

Thank you for the 1 month and 18 days of love you gave to me ..
Really appreciate it ...

2009-10-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

You've said it ...
The words that i've fear ...
But can it be taken back first till aft O's ?

Call me a jerk ..
Hate me .
But can think about it again ?
i really wish to have the future we use to plan ahead .

A chance is what i only ask from you .
After texting with you , i went silence for a moment .
Thinking .. Am i wrong when you told me to hold you back once and its a must ?
I hold you back but you told me to let go ..
Im confuse ...
Why is it tt our words are so hard to get it now ?

I get it now ...
My mindset is really clear now .
Sensible and really , the Adrian tt everyone use to noe has come back and stating everything now .

I've thought of it ...
You ask me to let you go mayb hav 2 meanings to it .
1 . You need time to heal , heal the trust that is hard to heal .
2 . You've already really no feelings for me , asking me to let you go .

Im going to let you go now ...
Off you go to what you wish to now ..
I wont hold you back anymore ...
But i hope what you have said wont be eaten away .
you must be thinking wad it is ba ?
Rmb you said , we would talk about this aft O's , get into deep consideration ?
Hope its still valid ..

I wont ever mention about these things or incident anymore .
Im going into studies now ...
Not going to text you or interupt your life .
But if you wish to talk to me , i wld reply you ..
I would be waiting .

2009-10-12T13:55:00.002+08:00

Hey surprise^^ guess who is here posting this to u adrian??? i just wanna tell things straight first, believe it or not is up to u, so ya... here i go...

I think u still haven't really woke up to ur senses yet have u? U are still like a small kid that plays hide-and-seek-.- We were all hoping that after this so called incident, u will really really change and be a even better bro or friend of ours, but it seems like u are still reluctant, as Shan Shan has said before, our arms are open whenever u are ready, but the prob is, how can u still be like this-.- Ur solitary and emo self is the thing we really find the most irritating-.- So haven't u thought backwards yet? Every single time u have fun with us, since when have we ever left u alone? Wei Qi, Keith, Yi feng and Jun Jie, since when have anyone of us not have any fun with u??? We hate the emo side of u, but we are always ready to accept the open minded Adrian we really know... U urself, have u ever thought of that? Are the memories of having us as friends not enough of u? Or are u still thinking abt ur relationships-.- Are we friends not important to u? We are right? i know u will surely say that we are important, but can u like prove it? From the past 1 and a half month, u have been emoing many many times, and have been creating trouble for us, but i neva expose or wat, in fact when we tried to talk to u like cheer u up or wat, u would smile a while, then emo again-.- wth? Dun worry, once u have thought things through again, talk to us, we will see by then whther u have really changed... anyway, i have to go now, so byebye... Use the memories we had as a reminder to u...

2009-10-12T10:36:00.005+08:00

Dear Blog ,

My world is ending ...
Before i end , theres something i wan to say ...
All my feelings of yesterday and the night ...

Texted sk yesterday ..
Ask him whether we cld talk lik normal ..
I was hoping tt he cld say alright or ya ...
But he say ' i anything de ' ...
Do you noe wad this answer means to me ?
I can sense that you still haven forgiven me even though u said you have ..
I ask you agin when are you going to get your prom night cloothings .
Another answer i was hoping is tt ' After O's lets get together '
But you said ' I will be getting wif weiqi ' .
It hurts me , but wads de point i guess ?

Texted weiqi and ask him the same questions ..
He said anything ..
I dont really force you to get the same as we guys use to hav plan to get the same clothings ..
I dont mind you really said im getting other clothings ...
after all of you have answer my questions , Lots of things run through my mind ..

I noe some of you hav my password to my blog .
And i guess you are reading now ...

Baby , i noe i've really hurt you much .
Glass tt are broken can be mend bt there wld still be cracks seen .
At the very beginnig , you tld me tt cancer dont match wif aquaris ..
I guess it really proves that it dont match ..
Its not tt you dont match me , but its me that i dont even fit to be your friend .
I noe that you have gave up alot of things for me , even when knowing my past you still dont care and tries to be with me .
I really feel touch by wad you've said to me .
But its pointless saying all theese to you now .
Its too late ...
Even you dont said , i know that you've actually made a decision to break up with me ...
Like what i've told you , i wont blame you ..
Because its me , im the one that cause all these matters up and make you lost all the confidence , trust and believe in me ..

To my friends : After ytd talk , i really feel the distance ..
the real distance when we are in the past and now ...
I dont ask you all to forgive me but i guess i really dont have the courage to talk to you guys anymore ..
Im too ashame of myself already .

Songs really can express my feelings now .
我不配：这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

第二顺位： Listen the whole song i can say ...

明天我不会依然爱你： The whole song too ...

坚强分手： whole ...

Sometimes , i feel that why i have only have these once serious mistake i made and you all hav to 判我死刑 ..
Treating me so cold and really let me feel that im really left out ...
Im tired already ...
Zoo , im not sure already ...
Prom , i wont be going already and i guess without my pressence everyone will be happier .
Chalet , i guess im already dead .
I dunno wld you guys be able to read my post but guess there wont be news of me again .
I've finally realise the feeling of ' 当一个人真的失去了 , 才懂得珍惜 , 才感到难过 '

My world has come to a end ..
GOODBYE

Adrian , 李明杰
他死了

2009-10-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

Finally ...

Feel much better after saying out things that i had kept all these while .
Hope that my explainations are clear and have really clear your doubts ba ..
I knew that this day wld definitely come and you wld know my past eventually .
I wont beg you to forgive or forget what i've done in the past .
But i just hope you could give me a chance to prove you that im not the past me anymore .
Just like i wont ask or pester you to tell me about your past because i know that the person that i love is the 'Now' and not the 'Past' .
Everyone makes mistakes but i know the mistakes i've made is alot .
So , no matter what i noe the past of you , the love i have for you would never change .
Because you once told me , if you love the person , you would accept all his or her mistakes as long as he or she be honest to you and willing to change .

I guess you still needs more time ba ??
Its alright . I'll still be waiting ...

2009-10-10T19:43:00.005+08:00

Should i be happy or not ??
Im not sure about it .

Afternoon My bro friends came to our house to study .
But in the end they kept singing songs -.-
Dunno wad to say them ar >.<
After that went to the nearby basketball court thats near my house .
Didnt intend to play in the first place ..
But i still cannot resists it because its something very important in my life .
Although im told that i could not play anymore , but i still tried .
At the beginning , It goes quite well .
But at the break , i felt a sudden pain ..
I stop and walk home .
Had a quick bath and realise that im sweating cold sweat .
Guess im going to be sick soon ?

Went out for dinner but didnt ate much because i didnt have appetite .
Now currently resting on my bed ..
Enduring the slight sharp pain , but i think its not as pain as how i hurt Baby and sk ba ..
Maybe going to see doc again tmr ..
But see how things goes first ba =)

Regardless of wad , i would protect all my loves one including my family .
Even i've to sacrifise my life to save my bro i would too .
I've lost too much .. Dont want to lost another again .

2009-10-09T17:05:00.003+08:00

Talk to mum and zi wei today ...
Feel better after talking to them :)
Experience they hav they all told me .
But theres 2 version >.<
1 is the older version and the other is the latest version . Haha
Guess i wld heed the latest version ba :)

For Baby : I hope after this monsoon rain , i can like talk to you alone .
No more silence from me but i will sit down and talk with you like how couples usually resolve things in a nice and proper way :)
Feelings that i've always wanted to tell you i would tell you this round .
I would be very honest to every question if you have for me . No more lies
But only after when everything is over i will talk to you alone .
Because i dont wish to bring back the past anymore .
Future is what im heading to now :)
I'll be waiting for your return .

2009-10-09T10:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday after dinner went to Greyton's grandma funeral ..
When i reach there , they were all mourning ...
After that , you can still see their happy faces .
But i guess deep in their heart , theres only a word to describe their feeling and its PAIN .
I can see that aunty Joan is very sad , but for greyton -.-
He can still joke around with his passing of his car license 2 days ago -.-
Guess today and tmr will be a hard day for them ba ..
Crying all along ??

I was sitting down there , thinking about how lucky Greyton can be as he was able to see his grandma the last time before she went ...
i wasn't able to see my grand father the last time which is the most regret thing in my life .
I was in school then and my mother told me this news when i was having recess .
Guess wads my reaction ??

Went home around 10.30pm as my bro hav school tmr .
I tried to sleep ... But words that my mum call and told me kept flashing in my mind .
She said ' Boy , i let you to be alone . But you better walk in the correct path alone and come back later and not walking the path alone that will not return anymore . '
I drop my tears immediately ..
Wad wld be your reaction when your mum say this to you ?
The kind of words that everyone seldom can hear i just heard it .
The mother love that everyone seldom can get i get it .
Mum i love you ..

Tried to sleep again around 12pm .
But the worst thing came .
Every consecuetive 1 hour i've been woke up by nightmares !
I cant sleep anymore and its 3 plus in the morning ..
The fear that i always fear have appear in my dreams .
Would the ending of us be lik that ?
Would i end up liddat ?
I dunno ... But i fear ... Really scared ...
People says nightmares always the opposite in real life .
Would it be a happy ending or sad ending ?
Its a question mark now ..

I've regret too many things .
People tend to regret after losing it ..

2009-10-08T18:28:00.002+08:00

I admit sometimes i lied to my friends .
To you i did too .
But the version isn't the same , its originally by him but i did went recording as to show i really did sing by myself .
But guess its no use afterall .

Operations i went wasn't like the kind you thought of ..
It wasnt the type of knife operation but with bare hands that we usually went to chinese medics
kind .Therefore there isnt any stitches you could see ..
trust me or not , i'll let u decide ..
If you think that i've lied to you with my life , than i have nothing more to say ..

A new life to start anew is what i wanted now .
I dont want to go back to the past .
Honesty is wad you wan including everyone im giving myself in already .
Above all was all my honesty answer but if theres any doubts again , i really have nothing to say but to walk away alone ..

My world is ending

2009-10-08T16:37:00.003+08:00

Alright . I will say everything in details without leaking any information .
After all the msg , i finally noe wads really causing this problems .

First of all , i want to say is wad you guys think the message im sending is not wad you guys think .
Sounds complicated ??
Alright , from the very beginning , i didnt even thought of hurting anyone .
Not sk , wq , shan , Baby or anyone else .
Its the meaning you guys dont get wad i mean .
I didnt even meant to give you guys attitude at all ..

For example on tues .
Sk was using the com at baby house .
I told him to not to use the com and let baby to rest .
Not getting him to get lost or go home immediately !
I just want to let baby to rest becos she told me she's tired and a matter of fact , she didnt rest well the previously .
I didnt even hav the intention or meaning to give sk or baby attitude at all .

What has really cos the 3 of us in this tension is because of the meaning you dont get wad i really mean .
Ok . Maybe im in the wrong because i didnt explain myself straight when i sense something is not right in the first place .
Causing baby to lost all the trust in me is also my fault .
I dont beg her to trust me again .
But frm ytd , i've already made up my mind to get back to my usual self and i really meant it .
Why i wld leave my house without a single word is because i went to think wad i've really done wrong and its not that im getting back to my tt ' not myself ' again .

From the moment when those rainy days are over , i've already told myself tt love needed TRUST than can lead to happiness . That is why i cld leave sk with baby in tt day . But i guess she dont trust me that i've trust her .
Cant blame her becos im the one that dont grab on to the chances when she trusted me .
I've made her doubt me many many many times and tts why she's deeply hurt this time .
Sorry i wont say anymore . Becos i noe that you're nubm to tt word already.

To sk , i've never ever blame you for saying all those to me because i knew that you've said those was beacause of a moment of anger . But seriously , you have mistaken me , mistaken my words and meanings .

2009-10-06T21:21:00.003+08:00

Think im pessimistic .....
I would keep everything to myself from now onwards ....
Suffer myself than hurting my love ones especially my baby ...
She's the last person on earth that i dont wan to hurt .

Abit of sad today cos i didnt get to spent enough time with her ...
Maybe its a kind of ' retribution ' ba ??
Hmm ... wont be able to see Baby for some time i guess ...
Cos she tmr finish her exams already and she wld be lik damn free !!!
Hais ... so disappointed when she say tt ... but nvm ...

Hope that i can go Zoo & Night Safari with her next week !!!
Hope so ....

2009-10-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

HIIE PEOPLE !!

Its been a long time since i last post my that "Emo" post huh ... Haha !
Finally !! Rainy days have gone and Sunny day have come back le !!
Im so happy ^.^ Muahahahaha xD

Today went to my baby house to study =)
Farhan and zilin were there too !!
I can say that both of them are really lik 'Kids' huh ?? Hahaha !!
Joking joking >.<
Newly wed tend to be very childish i think ?? Hehe :)
Study till 5pm and began to rest ...
finally my baby dinner came and actually it suppose to be lunch luh ...
Imagine how long Mac take to deliver la !!
Idiot Mac service ! make my baby go hunger for so long -.-

After tt we started chatting than we decided to give some space to the 'Newly wed' xP
Stay at my baby house till 7pm and i left ...
Although i hav abit of cant bear to leave >.<
But anw , tmr im still meeting my Baby !! Hahaha =)

Baby , things that i've promise you , i really will remember it hard in my heart and soul..
Plus , i wont ever wan to go back to those rainy days anymore cos i never ever wan to hurt you or see you sad anymore .

BABY I LOVE YOU
ETERNITY

2009-10-01T16:23:00.002+08:00

Wads with me ? Can someone tell me ?

Why i just cant stop thinking for the past 2 days ..
Wads in my mind ?
Seriously , i've been asking myself alot of times ...
But , i still cant get the answer out of my mind ...
I cant even figure out wad im even thinking ...
Is it because of that day ??
I think its not ...
Thats wad i could really only figure out from my mind and heart ..
Why my life have to be so complicated ?
I need to get out from this world , this complicated world ...
I wish to have a simple life , a normal and full of surprise life ..
But can i ?? I really dunno ...

Now currently at Wei Qi house ...
Guess i really only can tell him everything and only him really noes my feeling noes how i really feel ...
Thanks Bro :)

Gonna go down and see them play basketball le but im not playing i guess ...
Maybe seeing them play can only let me stop thinking of anything ba ...

2009-09-28T21:35:00.003+08:00

Alot of things happen these few days ....

Firstly is my family , than my friends than today something happen too ....
I dunno why ... mayb is my emotions that led me to wad happen today ...
Sorry Sk for hitting ur head tt hard ... i dont really meant it bt i just dunno why i couldn't control myself control my strength ...
Sorry baby too >.< maybe u dun really get wawd i meant this afternoon but its okey :)
Everything has over and me & bear already okey le !
So dun worry so much okey ??
But i still want to say im really sorry for nt believing you tt u are really sick ...
Hope that you are really fine and get well soon alright !

Love You

2009-09-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

Annyyong!

I'm his girlfriend here again:) He don't know that i'm blogging for him. So, don't be SURPRISE yea, Baby? ^.^

His been lazy to blog i bet. Laziness really kills i guess-.- His life is been usual nth much special happened to him recently. He is either having tuition, attending mindchamps and his grandma place:) Haven't been meeting me since Friday. Sad sad:( Will only get a chance to meet him tmr to pass him Wq notes and bye bye(>.<) Hais. I really miss him man! Shhhh**** LOL-.-

Alright, shall leave the rest for him to blog himself:)

Saranghae!:)

2009-09-24T16:51:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!:)

I'm his girlfriend here again:) Haha! Adrian now is have his mock exam in school so yup, since i'm blogging so help him post too:D Good luck for his mock exams man! I gave him my notes hope it helps a little:)AJA AJA FIGHTING!^.^

BABY!
당신을 사랑합니다!
Although we didn't have a chance to go on a date alone, but i'm sure we will meant it up after our O's, right??? :)

Alright, this post is short cause he haven end his day yet, so, Baby, post more if you have interesting stuff to post:) DONT BE LAZY KAY??!!!:)

LOVE,
UR WIFE!:)

2009-09-23T20:39:00.003+08:00

!!! HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !!!

Im so happy today u noe ? Haha ^.^
Went to Hougang and get the flowers tt i order and get Royal cheese cake too !!
Our favourites huh .. Haha

Went straight away to baby house >.<

Dunno why , i felt tt im quite nervous ??

I pass her the box 1st becos she had already noe wads in it -.-

All thanks to tt mole -.-

But i can see tt she's very happy =)

When i pass her the flowers , i can see her totally shock !

Can feel tt she's really really happy ^^

Sorry baby tt we cant go out and celebrate but i promise i would make up to you after O's !!

BABY I LOVE YOU !! 一辈子深深的只爱你一个 !!

2009-09-22T20:52:00.005+08:00

Went to Cp to buy the surprise for my baby right after school .
But when we reach there , actually dun even sell at Cp -.-
Had to go all the way to Hougang mall to buy it and than rush back to Cp ..
Running here and there ...
Spent half an hour but still cant make it so just hav to call my helper and its Wei Qi !!
He came right after Chem Asp and help me =)
Thanks Wei Qi , Mole and Yifeng for accompaning me !
Hahaha xD

Baby came to find me straight after her Art !
She actually rush her work just to see me la !! OMG !!
Damn touch >.< I LOVE YOU !!! Muacks !!
Accompany her eat KFC at Cp but in the end i nv eat cos its already 5 pm !
Hahaha . She should noe wad i mean right ??
After her dinner , sent her back home and OMG .
The shocking part came ...
I sent her right to her lift and guess who we saw ?!?!
ITS HER MUM !!!!
Plus we were actually holding hands !!
Im lik totally shock and dun even noe wad to do la >.<
But i knew tt i call aunty and the next thing i do is i straight away walk off -.-
Was so worried tt Baby would get scolding by her mum bt !
Never !!
When i told her how worried i was , she actually laugh at me >.<
So evil huh ... LOL

Anw , everyday can see my Baby im so damn happy le ^.^
The day tt we are waiting for has finally came !! ITS TMR !!!!
Feeling so excited now >.< Hehe
Baby , I LOVE YOU ! MUACKS !!

2009-09-21T21:34:00.005+08:00

VOLA !!!

Went to baby house and study today .
Mole was there too >.<
Actually intented to give my baby a surprise de ...
But she's toooo clever already , cos she even noe that im going to surprise her -.-
She even ask her mum to cook my share luh !! But still Thanks baby ^.^
Did my maths and was lik ... so boring luh !! everytime oso do maths -.-
But But But ... I still perservere !!! haha xD
Baby was doing her Chemistry Notes and i can see that she really out in alot of effort in doing all her notes . Fighting Baby !!
Mole was like doing the whole book of Biology Ten Year's Series -.- within 2 days !!! OMG !!
I think he is really insane already xP

Around 5pm we left my baby house and headed to Ehub .
Meet Zilin and Farhan too !
We catch a movie call Aliens in the attics and i swear .
Its damn nice plus funny luh !!
We were like laughing the loudest in the cinema la >.<
I bet everyone behind was like looking at us huh ... haha
Its much more nicer than G-Force u noe why ??
Because Alien is much more CUTER than Mole !!
Muahahahaha ......

Anw , had a great day today although my parents saw me ..
Glad that they didn't say anything =)

2009-09-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hi people! His girlfriend is here to help him blog again:) He is just too lazy to blog-.- Laziness kills! Haha!

Alright, where should i start??? Erm, did not meet me for this few days as i was too busy with my stuff(>.<) I bet he misses me alot!! Haha! He went out with his family for dinner today. Ate like 2 CRABS! wth! I only ate 1 but he ate 2-.- Not fair(>.<) He hurt his leg ytd and i hope he is fine. In fact i'm quite worried for him. Baby, you better rest more!

This coming thurs is our 1st month and he is like not free-.- Sad! But will be celebrating it on Wed:) As i'm busy for tomorrow and tues~.~ Sorry! Haha!

Alright, i shall leave the rest for him to blog the next time round!^.^

BABY! DON'T BE LAZY AND BLOG! MUACKS!!!

2009-09-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

Had a Long day today .
After tuition went to Seng Kiat Home Court .
At first , suppose to be having a Competition de .. but in the end cancle -.-
Waste my time going there la ... but nvm la , we still play .
First game was lik ... Hahaha !! shld noe wad i mean right guys ?? >.<
but on the second game , its lik totally slacker game for me la .. walk here walk there slowly xD
than gt this guy , super no rules at all la ... play AND1 style on normal match -.-
make until alot of us super piss off ...
than in last few minutes time , yf come in and dunno wad happen ..
Problems comes up and he nearly gt bitten up -.-
after i noe wad happen , i was lik -.- LAME !!!
kena wack by the ball only than buay song -.-
Basketball is lik tt de ma ...
A little bit jiu buay song than dun play la ...

After tt we went to Pasir Ris Park to eat zi char !
hav u ppl watch before 三个好人 ??
Today weiqi , sk and me is the 三个好人 ... HAHAHA !
But is nt steal things or gamble all these , bt is 3 bai ka !!
HAHA ^.^ we were lik limping all the way to the Bus interchange la !
Walk damn slow and cross the road oso hav 'Piority' LOL
Damn funny la ^^ bt our legs are lik so pain and super wobby>.<

Haiis ... Too bad my Baby cant come today cos she needs to accompany her mama to get her art and other things .
Really MISS her alot alot alot alot la !!!!!
Dunno when than can see her again =(
But this wednesday im sure we're meeting !
LOVE YOU BABY !

2009-09-13T18:16:00.004+08:00

Hiie People !!

Its a damn boring day today luh ..
Went to MindChamps for module 2 and straight after it went down to hougang to cut my hair !
Stupid sch la -.- always gt hair check ... waste our money always cut cut cut ~ think we print money izzit ??
Ate lunch at whitesands with mum and dad . Saw 3 of the asissts at the kopitiam too !
But they nv saw us . Hahaha >.<

Went home than and use my laptop cos i wanna see my Baby !! Webcam with her for abt an hour and she got to go out le cos she needs to send her grandma back to pasir ris . Miss her like lots la >.< cant wait for her to go back home cos we're going to webcam again at night !! plus Seng Kiat(mole) too =P

Baby , I Love You ! Muacks !

2009-09-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

Dunno why ... Some ppl are too lame and liks to spam on my blog .
To those tt liks my blog sooooooooooo much and lik to spam ar .... Pls come with something fresh la ... no ideas izzit ?? liks to spam so much go cre8 ur own blog and spam urself la !
Morons -.-

GET A LIFE KIDS

2009-09-11T13:53:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

I'm his girlfriend here again(>.<) sorry about the previous post, everything is alright now:) And he is also feeling much better:) He is now on the phone with me^.^ Miss his voice that's why:X Shhhh..Secret** Haha-.- Okok, so yesterday he have been spending his time with me as i went over to his place early:) Suppose to have more people to come over to study together, but in the end????All did not turned up-.- Adrian did do his work on time and I'm super proud of him:)Muacks!(>.<)Ok, went for our first movie at E!hub. Watched G.Force:) The show was damn adorable. I bet Adrian enjoyed the show too cause in the show SengKiat was in there too.(There is a mole in the show:X Ops!)

Okay, he will be going to Mindchamps later and i as a kind soul will go fetch him from his course if its possible:) I miss him!!!!!!!!!Hahah! I bet he is going to kill me when he sees me(>.<) He should know why T.T

2009-09-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

Wad is this ??
I went down to do my homework , and u're nt happy
I finish all the work tt i am tld to do , and u're nt happy
I went opposite to eat with my friends , and u're nt happy
WAD THE F*CK IS UR PROBLEM ?!?!

I HATE YOU FOR LIFE MAN !
I HATE YOU TT U'RE MY MUM !
I HATE YOU TT U'RE UNREASONABLE !
I HATE YOU TT U'RE ALWAYS USING THE SAME EXCUSES !
I HATE YOU !!!!!!!

2009-09-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

Many things happened recently. And definately i won't wanna mention it anymore. Sept holidays are here and all i am doing is to get ready for O's. Tuition, mindchamps and self-studies. Bla bla bla.

Okok, stop the act. I'm not Adrian here blogging:) I'm his girlfriend here helping him blog:) He is being a pig by now i think. Sleeping and thinking of me every moment[i think] (>.<) Ok, its kinda thick skin-.-

Anw, Adrian have been really working very very hard for the examinations and i have got his back and believe he is definately going to make it to where he wanna go!Fighting!!! (>.<)

Baby, went you sees this don't just smile alright, must laugh:D Haha!Erm, I know recently many many happened. And thanks for assuring me with your words and your tender care. I can see that you wanna settle down and so do i. Baby, you know smth, no matte whats coming up next, i will always be right beside you when you needs me:) Omg! Recent;y i have been being mushy with my words(>.<) Its really kinda embarrassing. But i know you would be happy and thats what i want:) Hubby, i love u.

Sorry ppl if this post is abit or perhaps very mushy. Just a surprise for Adrian^.^

Tata peeps! Good night and sleep tight.

2009-09-06T11:46:00.000+08:00

Stop it. Had enough of it! Do you all think tt saying all those things to jacq is to let her wake up frm her senses?I can tell all of you. Its a NO! Do you all noe tt u all are just letting her suffer in pain? Hw many times she cry when she saw those msges? She had nt been sleeping well these few days n been waking up frm nightmares all thanks to all your Messages. Im nt asking u all to put yourself in her shoes.

如果有一天,你喜欢你好朋友喜欢的男人,而且那个男的也喜欢你,你们感说你不会想和他在一起,放弃他吗?模模你们的良心,会吗?

Think about it. Wad if one day u're in these situation, wld u wan them to act lik wad u all did?

2009-09-05T12:32:00.004+08:00

Yesterday :
Had a bad day yesterday . In de middle of my course and Keith told me tt he tld sk abt it . I was lik OMG ! During tt moment , i felt lik the world is coming to an end . Lots of things comes to my mind . I wad wondering , y keith told him , bt i didnt blame keith telling him . I feel a sigh of relieve aft sk noes abt it . I dun wish to hide anymore , neither do Jacq . Both of us felt guilty and whenever we thought of this question , we wld jus keep thinking wad wld happen next ? Wad wld happen if we tld them ? Can we still remain as friends ? These questions keep coming to our mind ..

Zilin , i hope tt u cld fogive Jacq for nt being honest to u in the very first place . Dont blame her , Blame it all on me . Its becos of my selfishness tt cause this ending . Im really sorry for nt telling u too becos i dun wish to affect ur N lvls which is just next week . Im truely sorry . I dont beg u for forgiveness bt i hope u cld forgive Jacq .

As for Jacq clique friends , Im sorry too . i noe tt Jacq hide it from u girls too . She dont meant to keep it frm u all . If u all want to blame , blame it all on me . All i could only say is im really sorry . Sorry for nt being honest to everyone . Sorry .

2009-09-01T15:59:00.006+08:00

There's 2 side of faces in me . Happy and Sad ..
Sad part 1st :
Took back results yesterday and was totally dejected ..
At the moment , i dunno wad to do at all ..
i could only thought of hw am i going to face my parents and cousins tt have taught me ...
There's never fail tt i wont make them disappointed ...
i felt the pain in her heart when mum cry ...
i dunno wad to say to her cos i noe tt she wont believe in anything i say to her anymore ... TRUST can be lost easily bt nt gaining back easily ..
I'm really sorry mum and my cousins .. I fail to make u all happy ..

Happy part :
Went to cineleisure K-Box today to celebrate Seng Kiat Birthday in advance yesterday :)
everyone gather ard 5.15pm and went in .
dunno y , i jus felt this k-box is full of awkwardness ..
Ppl tt are suppose to high did nt high (example , Sk)
Birthday was damn quiet and shy , something wrong with him i guess ? hmm ..
Zilin was lik .... paying $30 to go there and eat and spending her time with her friends outside the k-box -.-
Shan was very quiet too ... although i noe y ... bt SMILE yea :)
Almost all the time , is only me , jacq , wei qi , keith and his gf singing !
bt i think the most high de shld be me , jacq and wei qi only ba >.<
ard 9 plus , the cake came in ^^
HAHAHA !!! Sk was smash by wei qi in his face !!! tts so funny luh xD
Happy rite Seng Kiat ?? Hahaha xP
Anw , still had a fun day !!
although there's things bothering me ...

2009-08-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

Today after lessons went to Whitesands and wait for someone ... LOL
Waited for ard 2 hour plus bt nvm =) arrive at 3 plus and its lik finally !!!
So damn happy can ^^ HAHAHA !! went to Tampines and walk and find my bro cos its lik Whitesands has nothing to walk at all la -.-
waited for my bro and his friend(my son LOL) to cut finish their hair .. think they hav gold hair la ! so long can -.- HAHA xD
Anw , today very happy correct le =] YOU SHLD NOE !!

2009-08-25T16:10:00.003+08:00

Practical was quite EASY luh ! hahaha xD
when i do finish i still gt abt half an hour more time la !
haha . i still re-do the stupid chem practical ^^
stupid yf . keep playing wif the effervesence test-tube !!
keep asking me see . WAN ME FAIL AR ??!!! HAHAHA !!

2009-08-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

Went to see Seng Kiat basketball match today wif Jacq & Zilin ... the team opponent was really -.- HAHAHA !!! Trash sia ...Still thinking y wld i agree sk to join his team ... Hmmmm^^
Aft tt went to Park Way to hav a walk ... Jacq told me is to accompany me out to 散散心... haha :) thank you you guys =] had a great day today actually ^_^ bt im waiting for 2 SEPT !!!! Going k-box to celebrate Skunk Birthday !!!! Cant wait to see his face full of cream xP I guess u guys oso cant wait rite ?!?! HAHAHA

2009-08-22T10:21:00.002+08:00

If u see this post ... though i noe its impossible u wld alrdy ...
I cld only say sorry . sorry for saying u wif tt tone .
I knew it alrdy and really . Bless u & really thank you ..

Though much of heart pain ... I guess i still got to move on ...
Thks Jacq , WQ , Pris and my sweetie for your consoling :)
You all are my best listener ^^
THANK YOU !!

2009-08-21T16:42:00.003+08:00

this is my 2nd time getting hurt tt badly ...
i dunno wad to do ....
feel lik ending this world ....
thank you for your tt so call 'LOVE' and 'PROMISE".
I bless you ....
I've deleted everything ...
every of it ...

2009-08-21T15:54:00.002+08:00

Went to whitesands and take a walk .... aft tt went to a place even i myself oso dunno whr it is ... i took a sit at the voick deck and thought of things ... i felt so scared ... the fear of wad i always ever thought of mayb has come .... i really dun wish to be lik this .... WHY WHY WHY !!!!

2009-08-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

super sad today ..... haiis .... cant meet my BI .....
Really miss you BI .....

2009-08-19T17:44:00.003+08:00

ARRHHH!!!! I GOT DE LOUSIEST CHINESE RESULTS EVER IN MY LIFE !!! B4!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!
forget it . no point broading over it cos it wont change the marks ehh ... hais ... im gna retake it again man ! super emo when i got back my results -.- whole day cant even concentrate at all ... jus staring into de space and msging my BI ...
Aft sch i went to BI hse there and wait for her :) went to walk around park view there cos super long nv go there see see le >.< hahaha . aft tt went to usual place and wait for BI come =)
BI ! i read your note le !
我原谅你 !! 我永远会留在你身边的 !!! 1314 爱着你 !!

2009-08-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

Meet SYWX after sch today at whitesands =)
than gt another 2 friend of hers follow jus wan to see me -.- LOL
was quite pai seh at 1st la !!! bt after tt thought of sooner or later sure oso mus meet de ma ... so there's no difference in meeting them now or later ^^ They were quiet humorous de la xD
Bi i'm nt angry worr !!!! Its okey de ^^

2009-08-14T21:28:00.003+08:00

NEVER POST FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS!!!

Today had my so call ' last ' paper !!!! so happy =)
POA and Science Mcq today ... chem was quite hard la , bt Bio more easier =)
the stupid poa !! no matter hw i check oso cant balance at all ! arrrhhhhhh
one day i got to balance it man !! score full marks for the very very 1st question and i sure pass de ! xD

Tough!

2009-08-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

Maths was tough today luh ! bt i think still okey la ... haha
nt too easy n difficult ^^ best ! Wad surprise me was the SS , I read only 2 chapters . Gobalisation and Venice , and it really come out venice !! too genius =P Haha !! but when i read the SEQ question for venice , my mind went totally blank la !! lucky gt come out Governace in Singapore .. most easy scoring SEQ question for SS :)
Sigh ... tmr is Chem paper liao ... dun lik chem la X_X

Gna MUGG nw !!!

2009-08-10T11:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday :
Went to Marina to see NDP yesterday .. Was quite happy but piss off too .
Its been long since i last seen fireworks live le :) Took alot of pictures and video of the FIREWORKS !!!! OMG !!! Than straight after the fireworks , me n sk chiong off to meet jj cos we dont wan to get jam with the crowd >.<
both of them had dinner bt i only had StarBucks ^^ haha
Saw Eunice and Faizal tooo ! was so surprise cos whenever we go , its lik we sure wld saw each other ^^ affinity maybe ?? hehe

Today :
Woke up early in the morning today just to do my homework and read SS -.-
hate SS la ! super dry n lots of things to memorise ... Haiis ... anw , gt to continue to muggg nw !! ltr going to have lunch wif ah ma ! long tym nv had lunch wif her le ^^

Would be uploading those pics soon !!!

Sick

2009-08-08T19:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday 7 plus went to sleep and i woke up at 10 plus today !!!! total slept for 15 hours ! OMG !!! its my 1st time sleeping for tt long la . hahaha
Didnt go out today ..... cos still nt feeling that well :( had tuition for ard 4 hours ... shag shag ~
I oso found out one of my friend Birthday actuall falls on the SAME day as me !!! OMG LA ! hardly could find someone same birthday as me ... totally freak me out now -.- suddenly feel that im nt unique anymore .... sad case =(

Lousy Day

2009-08-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

OMG!! This Year school national day Celebration just SUCKS la! No concert at all n stay in de classroom till 10am n release! Wad kind of lousy celebration is That.After that went 2 play Basketball wif WQ theyall again ...Play UNtil 2plus than i stop le cos my leg is in pain again :( sigh... Anw Just came back from Changi Airport:) When there to eat Popyes! Haha. Damn nice ;) nicer than KFC la...
Gonna Sleep nw cos having a little headache...haiis

G.I JOE is damn nice !!!!

2009-08-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

Just came back frm Ehub cos went to watch G.I JOE !!!!! Damn freaking nice can ?? Its nicer than BAtman , Ironman all those superheroes movie la ! super high tech plus lots of action xD feel lik watching it again .. Hahaha

Today had my English and Bio paper ... Quite easy la ! much more easier than the mid year prelims =) Hope that i can get good results for this time prelims !!!! Jiayou EVERYONE !!!!

STRESS !!!!!

2009-08-05T18:46:00.002+08:00

Just finish tuition not long ago .... i found out that my BIO still can MAKE IT !!!hahahaha xD
Today super slack in sch la ... slp for many lessons cos either is teacher nv come or free lesson =]
Skip POA lesson today la ! haha . Went back to my class and slack over there wif greg , jack , wq they all xD keep walking around and wq brought his laptop !!! actually is prepare for today poa lesson use de bt mrs julia lim nv come ... suay sia -.- bt he went to play Dota !!! damn joke luh ! Keep kena kick by ppl cos he laggggg .... hahaha !!! had a fun day in sch =]

Anw , got to hav my dinner now study after that cos tmr is PRELIMS alrdy !!!!!!!

Tired ...

2009-08-04T16:45:00.004+08:00

Just came back from school .... didnt go asp today cos hav a little headache .. actuall wanted to take a nap bt cant cos gt hommework to do .. haiis ... super suay de ! wanted to take my textbook from the shelves than poke until the staple bullet than bleed -.- wth ... Stupid WQ !!! Ponten kia ! never come to school and still say stay at home study SS !!! Go die la !! HAHAHA xP

STOP IT !!!

2009-08-03T16:17:00.005+08:00

Why cant u ppl just take it and leave it ?? Why must everyday quarrel ?? Everyday entertaiment so tt u all can hav a good day ?? PLEASE wake up !!!!! Its the last year of our seconday education ! Cant u all just 和平相处 ?? Is it must quarrel until even friends oso cant be anymore than u all happy ?? Pls ... Think about it ...

Back

2009-08-02T17:15:00.003+08:00

Just came back from Orchard ION .. There lik nothing to walk la ... everything so common except for a few shops that comes from Paris and Japan . But super irritating luh ! saw someone wearing the same STAGE Tee as me !!! Eww ... his size should be M size la ! I wan !!!! Mine is lik super BIG & LONG can ... Like Maciam Hip-Hop liddat . LOLS ! Anw , still enjoy going to orchard cos its better than staying at home and ROT !!!

Do u hav a BRAIN ?

2009-08-01T14:33:00.002+08:00

This is my blog . u noe wads human rights ? i can said wadeva i wan in my blog . I dont even nid any comments frm u . U noe wads GTFO ?? pls go and check wads the meaning . get ur facts properly 1st be4 u come to my blog n spam on my tagboard .